WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

please? :)

School started on Wed.  Why did summer go by so fucking fast?! We got out at 12 which was nice, and then me and Eliza walked to Elder Beach for an Erika's Lighthouse bbq and meeting. Dan and two of his friends rode their bikes there, and we went down to the beach and just hung out there after the meeting was over. I love that kid. Thursday I had school. It was the longest day of my life. No joke. It never ended. I went to Zoe's after, and we just chilled there for a little while. Friday went by much faster, thank god. IT WAS JOHN'S BIRTHDAY!!!! WHOOOOO!! I went home, then met up with Eliza and Greg, and we went to the NT football game. We met up with everyone, and just hung out there until like 10. Me and Eliza went into the other team's locker room, and this black kid stripped for us. Haha. It was pretty sexy. When the game was over, me, Eliza, Greg, Cameron, Louis, Dooley, and a couple other kids walked to Dominick's, then Eliza and Greg stayed at my house until like 1130. Yesterday was faaaantastic! I went shopping with Zo, Eliza, Mollie, and Clare at Old Orchard. It was very fun! We saw Dino with his friend who has a special name. Zoe's mom dropped us off at her house, Clare went home for dinner, and Pat and Jake came over. They left, and then Camilla and Alyx came over. Clare came back, Erik, Claire, Jake, and Max came over, Alyx brought a bottle of vodka, and we drank. Clare pierced my ear 2 more times, so now I have 4 on my left ear, and 2 on my right. She was sober at the time, though. It was the most drunk I've ever been in my life. Jack, MJ, Pat, Jake, and some other ETHS kids came to the park by Zoe's, and we just hung out there. I don't remember shit though. Me, Claire, and Eliza slept at Zoe's, and I passed out in her basement. This morning I woke up with a huge headache, and then me and my girls went to the Pancake House for breakfast. It was yummy. Today I have to go to Highland Park, and then hopefully I'll see Dan. Maybe. Anyway. I'll update later, loves.

Hmm. I kind of forgot what I've done since Wed.  I completely forget what I did on Thursday. On Friday Tim Smithe picked me up  and drove me to Cameron's. I think he's possibly the hottest person I've ever met. Cameron's so lucky to live with him. Anyway, Dooley was there when I arrived.. and then Molly, Danny, Zoe, and Alyx came. Me, Zoe, and Molly went shopping at Old Orchard, and met up with Rebecca, Kayla, Pat, and Jake. Hmm. Then Zoe's mom picked her, me, and Molly up, we dropped Molly at Dooley's, and then me and Zo went to Blockbuster and Subway. I saw Luke at Subway.  I hadn't seen him for a couple weeks so it was nice, but it made me kind of sad. Whatever. Me and Zoe went back to her house and had a girl's night.. just watched Cursed, and then I went home around 10. Yesterday I got Fall Out Boy tickets in the morning!! FUCK YES FUCK YES FUCK YES! Then I went to Zoe's with Eliza. Zo went to sort things out with Chimpee, so me and Eliza walked to Chuck Wagon, and then Greg's. We watched Wedding Crashers, amazing movie.  Zoe joined us a couple hours later, we went to Blockbuster, met up with Dooley, and then watched the Virgin Suicides. I love it. Eric, Camilla, and Alyx came over to Greg's, and we just hung around there for a little while. Then me, Eric, and Zoe walked to Evanston to meet up with Pat and Jake. They were with this other kid with a funny name. I don't remember what it was, though. We met up with Jack, James, Phil, and a couple other guys, then went to Zoe's, and drank. Her parents were coming home so we had to leave, and then Camilla and Alyx joined us, and then Cameron, Dooley, Greg, and Eliza, and we all just went to Vattman Park. Kind of a confusing night... I ran into Luke again  so random. I slept at Zoe's, and now I'm just at home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!! I LOVE YOU BABY!

Why does tonight have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and I.
And I don't want to speak these words,
cause Idon't want to make things any worse.

I think I'm starting up with xanga again. Hmm. We'll see. This summer has been amazing. On Monday Zoe, Caroline, Rachel, Cassandra, Alyx, and Gracie slept over. I love them tons and tons. We went and got like 40$ of crap at Dominick's, and Alyx came by riding on one of those motorized shopping carts. Hahaha. Matt and Shane snuck over arount 2. Me and Rachel had to walk to NT to meet up with them, scary shit. We just hung out in my basement, and then we kicked them out around 4 or 5. Oh yeah, it was Annie's birthday!! I love you! Once they left in the morning, I had to stay home for a little while, then I went out with Cameron, Dooley, Eric, Zoe, Alyx, and Gracie. We went to some party on the beach, but it turned out to be lame, so we left, and went back to Gracie's. The girls slept overrrr.. we watched a bunch of Family Guy. MOLLY'S IN TOWN!!!!! Today I met up with her, Eric, Dooley, Mike, and Hogan. We visited our friends at Blockbuster--- yes sir. Good times. Me and Zoe were going to go to the Ben Folds concert but we couldn't get tickets.  Eric's at the Greenday concert!! Lucky bitch. Haha. Okay well this has been fun... ? ... I'll probably update in a couple days.

ilu